Today was the first Father's Day since I was 5 years old that I could l celebrate with someone that can legitimately call me son. Not only that, he's one of the best dads I've ever met. My father in law has COMPLETELY devoted his life to his children. And what did I do? I stayed home. I was too sick to go anywhere this weekend but made sure that Anita went. I felt so terrible. I feel so isolated by all this. I was so ashamed, I didn't even call him to wish him a happy father's day. Way to get off on the right foot, Paulash. Ugh.
This disease is taking my soul. Slowly and painfully.
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